2017 is ending

And 2018 is beginning.

2017 was a okay year for me. I had a few jobs and they both needed fit to anxiety and pain. Which also leads me to this year with anxiety.

I think this year I have had a lot of anxiety unlike some years. But I also had months where I didn’t have any major issues and then I had this last panic attack and it’s like my life went downhill again.

It’s a never ending story with my anxiety. It’s my life and there is nothing I can do about it. Besides taking medication which I do not take at their moment.

I got back with a guy who I’ve been on and off with since late 2015. I hope it works out between us. ☺️

I learnt that Jaxon is very smart which I knew already but seeing it on paper by his teachers made it even better.

Destiny has been gone with her husband out of state for a year now. Seems so unreal she’s off and married.

Vanity will be 18 this coming year. (Lord help me) and is doing well in school with A’s and a few B’s. Still no boyfriend yet 😊

The other two are doing well also. It just seems like this year has went by so fast. I can’t even believe I’ll be 40 soon. I’m so scared of getting older and death. 😐

Anyhow, here’s to hoping 2018 is way better then 2017. This year will be my year. As in finally going to TRY and start on meds for my anxiety and I also think I have depression as well. It’s time for me to start living my life and be happy instead of mental health taking over my life. 😊

Happy New Year!πŸŽŠπŸŽˆπŸŽ†

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